The stranger we used to know.....

I remember writing about this awhile back, and today finds me feeling a shift about it all......but still marveling......we make our way in this life, and travel with people that resonate in our story, and then we travel with them for exactly as long as is needed to get to the next point......and sometimes people stay in our peripheral forever:) I love when that happens.....I have friends..... still........ that have remained for decades of my life.....and they are treasures......but often times the people that enter our lives have finite roles.....guest roles in our season......even if they span years of our lives too......and I suppose the expiration date still causes me to marvel.....when sometimes the person felt as if they might be there forever......the affinity so deep and wide.....friendship or otherwise......and I marvel about the divinely severed endings, but more about where the connection between souls goes??? I know for a fact that the people that I have in my mind, as I write this today, are strangers now.....no more recognition between us, where there was once harmony and connection......and a deep recognition and understanding......and now......I would be a stranger to them, and them to me.......our souls mismatched.......no longer aligned.......and maybe it is that.......as I just typed that......I speak of energy often, and have become more and more fascinated as I dig deeper.....and it is vibrational.......our energies no longer vibrating at the same frequency......a radio filled with static, the same radio that once played our favorite song.......and I have several people that I hold in my mind when I ponder this.....sometimes relationships shifting into a new normal, new energy.....based on events.....and some just dissolving in one fated act.......one moment eradicating all energy.....and I think when I explored it last time, it made sense to not really sweat it in the way I used to about these things......knowing that attaching to nothing, and connecting to everything is the way! Being open and meeting the characters in our novels, and knowing that they will walk in our stories for EXACTLY as long as they are supposed to......till we bid farewell......and I can say with such certainty that I would never force a connection to last past its expiration again......never work hard to keep a connection that is meant to fade out.......no point.....because maybe the most powerful piece is that you cannot manufacture artificial energy, like jumper cables lol:) You cannot pour energy in a connection that is meant to go and expect it to thrive......that makes total sense this morning.....the energy of our connections has to flow organically.....and most of us have lived in connections that have felt forced.......chaotic......tumultuous........wrong........and the feeding of it futile in every way......so in today's exploration of this I no longer muse at the loss of the connection, knowing so fully that that is part of a larger plan......but I do ponder where they energy changes and goes?? That part still puzzles me.....for me unfortunately it seems it happened in one moment under the weight of who the person showed themselves to be......just obliterating the connection into shattered pieces.....but I have also felt the gentle fade between myself and a person.......knowing the radio station is about to get static between us......and I know in my business, and in the workshops I am creating that I am emitting my own energy, and the right energy will find its way to my workshops. The girls that have already joined resonating, and I am so excited to see the little faces during my first workshop that found their way, our founding group! :) And so as I enter into this next part of my life......I have such amazing people that have joined my journey, or have been here all along......where the music plays so crystal clear between us.......no radio static.......just our favorite tunes, cranked up:) And well......that is the only kind I want no:) Ain't nobody got time for static;-) Have a great day! :)