Out of nothing at all........

Most of my founding "I Got YOU girls," could make it last night for our session, and we tackled the tools in our toolbox......coping strategies all of it, and we talked about all of the things we can do to feel better, amid all the big feelings that come......we also meditated together.......talking about the importance of that......and we talked about our "circles of support"....and I asked them to share theirs.....and they listed their people, moms, dads, siblings, grandparents......and then one girl said, and you too, to me, as part of her circle of support, and it truly touched my heart in big ways, and then the other girls were chiming in, saying the same and then they said each other too......and well AHA:):):):).......THAT is the entire point of why I did all of this.....to have deep support rule the day, and support of one another.....and all the girls that come are very different.....different stories, different experiences, different everything, and yet......:) They vibe, and connect, and support.....and watching this experience......ALL of this manifest out of thin air, is so humbling and I feel so blessed.......walking in my purpose SO fully, that I feel it with every part of my soul......and being given the opportunity to use the pain I have suffered to create THIS on the other side, alongside my coaching for women never gets less astounding to me........and maybe it is the thing that makes all of it OK somehow......not the actions of others in my stories, but what was created on the other side......and again, I take no real credit for any of it, except that I listened to the divine inclination to get to work, and follow what was being shown to me......but the magic and divinity that lives in what has happened on the other side is REAL........and I say that with no woo woo lol:) Just FACTS......I was called to do these things.......that I am so clear on that......and I truly feel the same about teaching....education is stressful no doubt, and the initiatives keep coming to solve all of the challenges we face, hoping it will fix it all......and I do my best to do all of it to the best of my ability, but what I really lean into is looking into a kid's face.......hearing them.....seeing them....feeling their magic......and doing my best to remain present in it all.....and last night I felt that too.....hanging with those girls......realizing that this round of my workshops will end in December and missing them already......I know that sounds corny but true......and knowing my next group will form......and I will walk in new stories......beginning to brainstorm how to keep my current girls connected.....maybe hosting get togethers that continue beyond somehow.......I trust the way......I really do.......and maybe I could write new content for them to continue if they enjoy it, or work on other things during that time......I am building the plane while it is flying so to speak:) And I know I will figure out our flight plan indeed:) But for now I am reveling in the experience of it all.....seeing an idea I gave flight to, soar, and the impact being felt in those girls, and my own girl too:) And well that feels like something this morning, making all that healing business worth it and stuff:) Happy Friday, we made it:) xoxo