FAREWELL!

I am going to do my best to articulate this this morning in a way that can be received by anyone that is reading, even if our beliefs are different:)........Despite my ex leaving 5 plus years ago....THIS story began 8 years ago with my discovery of his affair.....it was THE moment where nothing was the same ever again.....similar to when I lost my sister in a car accident.....and when I had my premature special needs baby.......when he walked out the door and so many more of THOSE moments......but it was one of THE things that opened up a door, in my sense of spirituality that has been life changing.....I have mentioned before that I hold traditional religious beliefs.....leaning much further toward "what would Jesus do" than anything else......I grew up in a wonderful church.....with my faith growing each step of the way......and my faith has deepened so completely these days that not much rattles it.....and I love my current church now......and my children love it too:).....and my sense of it all is very special to me......I have a cross tattooed on my left wrist......and my favorite verse Joshua 1:9....Be strong and courageous, do not be afraid or dismayed, for God is with you wherever you go.....and well.....I have come to believe that.....and it has saved me many times

But there is also an entire spiritual side of me that goes well beyond that........wanting to learn more about the Universe and the mysteries that lie within......and learning more about Astrology.....and to me it makes sense amid the Divine......the solar system being used as a divine guiding system to guide our lives.....we don't use it for much else lol:) And I say all of that to express that through very divine means, Astrology and my education in it was brought to my doorstep, I believe to make better sense of what happened 8 years ago......and it has changed everything for me......helping my traditional faith grow stronger too.....it has strengthened me in all the places that live in my soul related to how I experience this world spiritually.....and 8 years ago I experienced Uranus, coming into my Taurus and my 4th house of home and family......and it has been an 8 year transit......Uranus is a disruptive planet.....forcing change.....bringing surprises, it invites disruption, liberation, and a complete evolution of self in all of the ways......and that is exactly what has happened from that moment on.....the shock of the beginning of my ex husband's affair, and the discovery of it ringing in my ears......and so it began.....and I have met this planet's tests and challenges through every bit of the last 8 years......and it has not been a journey for the faint of heart lol:) It has been SO intense, often.....and it has completely redefined and reimagined my life......in every way...and well that is the point of that transit.....and not everybody gets it in their lifetime......it won't come back into Taurus for over 80 years......and it is headed to Gemini next for 8 years, and in my opinion the Gemini folks should hang onto their hats ;-) .....ironically Gemini being my ex husband's sign...so I say all of that to try and articulate how I feel today.......because Saturday will be the final day it will be in my sign for good......it had dipped out a little last year but came back for its last evolution....and it has been the one responsible for my complete evolution of self.....what I honor.....how I show up as a woman, as a mom, my life coaching shift.......my empowerment.......all of it.....it disrupts your life so completely, like a wrecking ball, that there is no choice but to reinvent......the old pieces not going back together......not in the same way anyway......and I have faced what has come the best I could.....I remember early on feeling horrified and frightened.....change being so uncomfortable for me.....and now I throw both arms around change, and give it a kiss lol:) Not afraid at all.......I trust the beautiful symphony of energy that is working for us all.......moving us to right where we belong......at any given moment....and if we get quiet enough, and learn to listen to the nudges we are given, then we are right on time......we cannot miss what is for us......that I know......and we cannot screw it up.......even the missteps and delays are divine.....that I believe too.....so today feels like I am coming up on a graduation......I took my final exam and passed......I am the woman that this transit wanted me to be.......the one it asked of me.......starting off so small and afraid and under the pressure of losing it all......and standing in my kitchen sobbing as my ex walked out the door on us.......never imagining I would be sitting here this morning, living a life that feels more like me than it ever has.........and I am grateful this happened......I needed my life to evolve and change.....as it stood, it wasn't serving me or my soul or any of it.....this morning I am beginning to feel my farewell graduation speech formulating lol:) ......ready to bid farewell......Saturday is the final day of Uranus in Taurus......and that pressure within my journey will be alleviated......mission accomplished.......and my sense of Astrology has helped me make better sense of the madness I have walked through.....and I believe it was brought to me through divine means......just as important as the rest of my spiritual life......I am ready.......ready to say Farewell.......and thank you to the last 8 years of my life......they were some of the most painful in all of my life......but also the most transformative.....and for that I am deeply grateful:) Thanks for listening and sticking with it today;-) I realize it may seem farfetched to some, I can only believe it because I lived through it all! Have a great day:)