Dissonance and Resonance......

I have lived in both........and I highly recommend resonance:)......it is funny, and I am still spending some time trying to understand some of what I have walked through.....and the why......I believe that the why unlocks the wisdom we are being handed......and there have been times in my life that dissonance ruled the day......walking upstream......against the current if you will......and I guess the piece I struggle with, is my knowing now that everything is ALWAYS working out for us......and I was in those places and situations for a reason too.....but I guess I sometimes wonder if I could have met THIS version of my life sooner had I chased resonance sooner.......realizing the power of peace and harmony..........over chaos and discord........I mean maybe........and I do not say that with regret in tow.....I know I have written of regret recently.....but it is always a passing feeling......not staying for too long.......because I am locked into the higher understanding that the timing of our lives is a great symphony, and it is all meant to be, even the horrid parts......all of the instruments having their say right on time.....and playing their parts.....some parts are in beautiful harmony......other parts are off key or sad......or playing in a frenzy, a cacophony of noise......so today I feel that I am in harmony with my life......having things fall into place the way that they were supposed to......not fighting to remain in places where I do not belong......trying to make something fit that clearly isn't supposed to......and gosh that was a hard lesson.....I guess it is the part of me that believes if we just "work harder" things will work out......so I implemented that so often.....my bringing herculean effort and energy to the table, and being met with a lack of that in return.......and now I know better.....that effort needs to be returned in any situation.....plain and simple.....or in whatever it is you are attempting to build......but also you need to find your purpose and walk in it.....sounds cliche and simple but so true......there is indeed a mystical quality that has brought me here.......lots of names for it.....but my expanding my mission in my business to encompass these workshops was divinely placed, not a doubt in my mind.......when I look back to the last year as they got created, piece by piece, I see that so clearly......my hearing my intuition, and what was shown to me to create, so clearly.....and energetically given to me, that sense within me is turned up.......I can hear it so much better now......and so here I am......walking in the resonance of it all.....feeling it all so deeply....and maybe that is it......maybe from here on out, I will now recognize that when dissonance arrives that is my clue that I am veering off my path......I have called it lots of things over the past few years......releasing the clutching of razor blades, hanging onto the things that I do not need to, and letting my hands heal through the letting go.......so I guess it is all along the same lines......but I have made a decision these days to lock into my next chapter......all gas no brakes......staying in my own lane.......building my mission for young girls.....to never live in stories that I have.....and well........nothing resonates more:) Happy Thursday:)