Well......then........magic

Magic was realized yesterday at my party, and I felt so blessed this morning......walking in so many places in my life through the people I love......I missed those that couldn't come, appreciated those that did, and truthfully was reminded of all of the people I could have invited too, having touched down in profound ways in my story......I am so blessed to know so many amazing people......the sun was shining, and there was laughter, and reminiscing, and fun.....it was so special....but the beginning of this decade really does feel like something different.....like a threshold moment.....stepping into the new, and leaving the old.....I know I keep touching on it, but it feels true in the truest sense......just an opening up of a new story in my life is all I can say to describe it....and it feels really exciting......and so that is my plan......to take that opportunity, and truly use it for whatever is next.....the other piece is the trust that I gave to this party and experience.....knowing that it would work out exactly as it should with the people that were supposed to come.....and that is how it felt from start to finish......and leaning into that trust has been so amazing......not being subject to the worry.....my parents worked SO hard to make it super special.........we just spent the day reveling in the beautiful weather, after the longest winter EVER lol......our first beautiful day! What a treat:).....I also got to deep dive talk this morning with a girl I know so well but who lives far away, and I don't get to see often, so that was a treat to catch up, she crashed here before she headed back today! I was just so grateful beyond words for all of it.....and so it felt like the perfect thing and party to begin my new era! It feels good to be 50 and feel as good as I do in all the ways, and it reminded me even further of the value in taking good care of me and continuing to do that......I got to sit around a fire with some of my oldest friends at the end of the night, talking about so much of what our lives were once upon a time......it was just super special to have representation from many chapters of my life, or parts of my life all in one spot, a unique experience indeed:) It made me think how truly cool it would be to have a giant gathering one day with every person who ever touched your life in one room! Cool to think of huh? So this morning finds me slow moving, cleaning up, enjoying some more sunshine and about to open my presents :) Just color me blessed, truly, in ALL of the ways:) Happy Sunday! Enjoy:)