Kindred biddies.......

So I think the biggest part of this week for me...was spending time in an amazing space with souls that resonate with me in such deep ways......I suppose as the last few years have been unfolding I find myself attracting and being discerning about the energy I now have in my life, fiercely......and it feels so much better.....not forcing......not staying.....not wishing to spend time with people that deplete me, or cause angst in my life......but coming here, in this magnificently beautiful place, and settling in so quickly with these three other women alongside my friend......was amazing......we became the fab 5 indeed:).......all of these women wanting the same things as I do in life......treating their bodies with intention and care.......having drive and passion to burn in their lives......loving nature in the same ways I do.....and sharing a love of fitness and soul searching.......and for me I had a big moment in what might seem like a silly thing to most people......but I have mentioned never considering myself a "fit person" or an athlete.....or any of it......self limiting beliefs keeping me stuck in that for such a long time and feeling much more nerdy girl vibes for days when I was young.....thinking deeply and not really feeling comfortable in my body at certain points, and its capabilities, and I have never loved sports, watching them, or playing them.......I did cheerlead but never any real organized sports.....so having the opportunity to come here.......among these women that have been sporty in their lives, and be able to hang in that space, and feel like I belong there, my dedication translating into feeling like I arrived in some ways, was a healing of something in childhood somehow......that may be hard to understand......but I felt it:)....in one of our group shots it showcased all of our fit, middle aged, fierce mama bodies, strong and healthy...... and it hit me so hard when I saw it, realizing I always felt insecure in that space......and this was the first time in my life that I didn't......and that picture showed the care we show ourselves.......and the gift of spending time in places that feed you, and resonate, and push you is something that cannot be overstated.......and to accidentally.....or not so accidentally;-) stumble into this space where I met, and connected with women that I feel like I have known forever was SO special........mirroring things in me that I possess, but also showing me things I also want to evolve into, and embody as I journey, and as I get older I am so aware of the fact that spending time with fierce women that inspire and lift you up, and raise the bar on your growth and inspiration are key......in such powerful ways.....there was no caddy energy here......no mean girl stuff.......just fierce support......and a true kinship between us that was incredible to be a part of.....like middle aged summer camp lol:) It also felt maternal, and nurturing in ways I needed too, and as I sit here this morning staring at the beautiful mountains and setting off for my last day before I fly home to my loves, I am just feeling eternally grateful.......that the powers that be decided I was worthy of being granted this special experience......one that has changed me, I feel changed from my experience this week......in ways that I can articulate, and in ways I cannot articulate......just magic.....in all the ways.....so today I help Becki clean up and then we head to Jackson Hole for our final adventure before I fly out tomorrow morning and I am doing so with immense gratitude in my heart.......:) Thank you Kindred Biddies for the magic, it will never be forgotten and I hope we get to adventure again someday indeed:)