Like WHAT???.......

It feels hard to explain, but you know I will try lol:) Trying to express how it feels to be right here is difficult......Yesterday I mapped out the chapters for my book.......plugged in the foreword and Chapter 1 and 2 that I have already written.......my plan is to write 11 chapters.....if you know you know;-) I had written a bunch more but not sure I will use it........the format has taken on another form now, and I can feel that project beginning to breathe, in a way that will allow for it to come to LIFE........the new format making sense, and I am inspired and off to the races......bound and determined to FINISH it finally.........and last night my second workshop was magic......a few of the girls couldn't make this one due to summer conflicts, so it was a little smaller of a group......but we had the best time.....and laughed so much......tracing each other for the project I had planned.....I had them trace life size selves and then speak life into them.....motivational stickers....decorating them......and they loved it.......we talked about the importance of speaking life into ourselves.....and being kind to our mind.......being our own best friends in a true sense and what that means to do so......and my daughter loves that she gets to do this with me too, she gave me a big hug last night expressing just that....such a special thing for us to share.....and I got a flash yesterday as she was helping me problem solve something for the next one, and working through the craft idea with me, of her working at my retreat space someday.....she had expressed so early on wanting to do so......loving the idea when I expressed it all to her, and she is wired so similarly, and her heart is the same for people, and working with them.....and I thought last night that this IS the beginning.....as she gets older, and ages out of participating in my workshops maybe she will still want to come to help, and it makes me so happy to see it all coming to life......an idea that was a nudge inside of my heart getting wings, and truly taking flight.......and I cannot stress enough that I could not have imagined THIS life in the before......no way to know how it would all break open for me to get to live this life......like I cannot overstate that......my life in the before was not like this......less dimensional for sure....and definitely had limits and caps for where it was headed, or how far it could evolve.....but that is not true anymore.....I am no longer putting limits on any of it.....letting my I Got YOU GIRL mission drive the bus, and grow in the ways it is meant to......I cannot explain how fully I know that this was written into my life long before I got here.......every single experience up to this point shaping the story to allow for it.....in fact it feels so much so this morning that it takes the sting out of all of it......all of the pain and suffering, it is lived history that had to happen to catapult me directly into my dreams and purpose......so I have blinders on, eyes up, looking ahead to the future......and working on creating it on repeat......... Grateful to have been called in this way and honoring this call, hand in hand with my girl! Happy Friday:)