I knew it!!!!

OK so I am going to really need you to remain open, and stay with me this morning, promise?? ;-) Ok I am gonna hold ya to it.....:) I woke up at 1:20am.....with a painful love wound on my mind, as soon as my eyes opened......staying with it and ruminating some for about an hour......I finally turned my rain meditation on, and slept soundly till morning.....but dreaming of moving.....and feeling sad some about it......moving to a temporary big room, until I could find a more suitable and long term place, and it was very vivid......which I believe was a representation of all of it, so then this morning when I woke up I saw that Venus squared Chiron at exactly 1:23 am....In the sign of Cancer....explaining why I was up in my feels......Chiron is the wounded healer, forcing us to look at our wounds and see what they are telling us, what still needs to be healed....and whether you believe in Astrology or not, please know the only reason I do is because it has been proven to me time and time again......in these ways....my wondering why the wound was so much stronger last night, why I was awake FEELING IT, and seeing proof as to why.....but for me it is more than that.....it is not a reason.....it is proof of working with the energetics so that I can heal.....I have said that I do not believe Astrology is separate of my faith.....at all......in my mind I believe it is the divine guiding system guiding us all, divinely placed......as the solar system has no other real purpose, except the moon controlling tides, what?;-) Powerful huh......and for me it makes the divine journey we all travel even more compelling and incredible.....having the planetary energetics bring about circumstance and events in our lives, and in the collective to move us to where we belong......the death of my sister was written in my chart.....my divorce......this chapter...... all of it......making the intricacies of life intoxicating for me to uncover......but last night was powerful, and when I could prove the why, that was magical......eyes snapping open......wound palpable.......healing found on the other side.....And I get the part where it is hard for a person to believe or understand.....I really do......especially if you are not a woo woo person.......And I believe it came to me to help me better heal, and understand my journey in a new way, and I have spent a good deal of time studying it all, and learning to understand it, and it has only becomes more fascinating as I learn more......but if you have a tender spot today around a wound, or last night too that is what was being activated......Venus rules love and beauty, and my chart because of my Taurus, so I am sensitive to Venus stuff.....normally beauty and all the good stuff, but when it squares a wounded place that is not the energy it brings......and now Venus moves from Cancer, to Leo which is my moon sign! And Jupiter is there too, luck and expansion found with Jupiter, so this summer should have a different flavor than it has so far! The last couple of months having heavy energetic signatures, fruitful ones, but heavy...... And when I first learned about it there was "astrological anxiety" Like oh no what is coming lol:) But I don't feel that now.....I know that it is all for our greater good, and for us to learn and evolve......and as long as we stay in the higher vibe of it, and expression of it, it can bring evolution and magic.....not sinking into the lower expressions of it all......but last night when I woke up and felt that level of heaviness......I knew.....knew I was tapping into some energy and needing to work with it.....and the confirmation is almost not needed now......it just is.....but it helps:) So today I plan on having fun, baseball and a grad party, and shaking off of that heavy stuff, leaning into Venus in Leo, which is much better vibes! Happy Saturday:) xoxo