If you build it they will come........

Field of dreams right?:) I sort of feel like I have been wandering the last few months, through my own field of dreams......feeling new things resonate......finding new passions and purpose.....some of you may have noticed that I switched some stuff on my site......sort of owning my new dream in advance.....calling myself a "life coach".....think I am sticking with the gratitude journeys vibe as a name for my future coaching business.....I want everybody to find their own gratitude journeys in their new lives......maybe I can impart that part a bit as well:) I created a biz card too and that was fun! Felt good to see it on paper..... So why do all of this, when I haven't begun my program yet?.....and won't until November?......well I believe strongly now.... as I have traveled my new path....... that to propel something that matters to you.....your dream into existence, you must behave as if it is already a thing.....my therapist also believes strongly that I am capable of coaching some folks now, before school begins and I finish......and I feel that way too.....I will be building an active business alongside school as well too.....but I do believe credentials matter.....there are some people that coach that never took a class or completed a program.....but for me I think having that under my belt will help my own credibility....and help me find my way.....but having said that I definitely think I could start helping somebody now.....help somebody find their way to their goals, their heart's desires......I know I could......so it occurred to me that I need to start faking it till I make it:)....... or not so much faking but more acting as though.....until it is.....:) so I tapped into some other parts of this site that I already created and will develop it as it all comes together, and it feels like the pieces are falling easily and gently into their place in this story.....which is the other thing that helps me know very clearly.....this is meant for me.....so I suppose in changing my site some....ordering those cards.....I am laying the groundwork.....building the foundation of my new life......and when the time is right the building will occur and then the sky is the limit......I cannot really articulate fully the excitement and purposeful feeling it gives me to think that the horror of my story.....that that horror can be transformed into pure beauty in this lifetime.....that I have been given the desire on my heart to take all of that....and not only change my OWN LIFE.....but help other women do the same from their horror......I truly cannot think of anything else in this moment that I would like to do.....and would be so humbled and honored to help any woman find a life she is wildly crazy about.....so I am building it......until they come:) And something tells me they will! And I cannot wait:)