Ducking and dodging.....

Sometimes.........single motherhood feels like a gauntlet......and requires the speed and agility to endure;-) I mentioned the very fortunate, but potentially costly electrical issue that I believed was a septic issue initially happening over the weekend.......well yesterday, after an amazing Wellness Day, and feeling like my meal prep workshop hit really well, my car started acting up.....it would not turn over for a a few seconds.....and then it was running strangely on and off, and one of the sensor lights came on.....I made it home......called my parents, and met them after my girl came home, to leave the car at the mechanic.....except when I turned it back on it was fine....so I am guessing it is a sensor in the computer or something relatively small?? I am fortunate that my parents have a car I can borrow till it gets worked out today......and I think when you are on your own, THOSE are the things that can challenge you......especially with the state of the economy......paying almost $6 for oil recently was very overwhelming as we come up on heating season......and it feels gauntlet like some days for sure.......ducking, jumping over logs, dodging swinging things......and the other day my girl was feeling Ski Club call to her....and I told her yes......that being another expense though......I will have to try and work it out with her dad, she started the trumpet this year too! :) And I just keep running and jumping and hustling......and trusting that the WAY will keep being shown to me....I trust that.......I got to catch a walk yesterday afternoon too amid all of the ducking and dodging.....we walked to get our boy from the late bus, as the sun began to set:) It was lovely.....I love me a good sunrise and sunset......my recent ex and I used to send pics of both to each other, and it felt like one of our things at the time, and I thought after the fallout of it all, that I would think of that within that context of him......feeling such a delight would be tainted, but I don't anymore......reclaiming the sunrise and sunset for myself, and whatever future delights find me within their magic........:) I then made sure I got to get out and vote! I was hoping my car trouble would not affect that......and so yesterday was a mixed bag.......the Wellness Day was incredible......and it feels great to sit so fully within my passion, and watch it translate, people feel my words and the passion and authenticity underneath, you can't fake real:) and I do it as practice and honing my future stuff that I want to do:) And teachers can be a tough crowd, so it is a good place to practice;-) I am hopeful my car won't cost too much....as for today another early meeting......each week I say to myself THIS week will be easier.....and well it never is lol:) Not an easy life but a blessed one:) Happy Wednesday:) xoxo