Brutal beauty.......

I am here!! I had the distinct pleasure of walking off the plane on the tarmac, surrounded by amazing mountains, an almost a surreal feeling and scene, definitely like magic 💫........too beautiful to believe it was real. The airport in Jackson Hole is beautiful, and my friend's good friend picked me up, and I stayed with her last night. Her hospitality so welcomed after such a long day....It was late 12:30 my time and 10:30 theirs......we will make the last leg of the journey to my destination taking a two hour drive which I am sure will stun my senses...... just based on the little bit I have seen as it was getting dark last night.....and I can't wait to see my friend 😊the journey here was a little harrowing, mercury retrograde was fully in the tricks, and the first plane was delayed as we waited for another co pilot to arrive, the other one had been pulled from our plane to save the day elsewhere we were told......so

I raced to my connecting flight in Atlanta, actually being super assertive and cutting the line some getting off lol, which is not me, I am a wait my turn kinda gal....And it was necessary but uncomfortable lol, people were lovely though, supporting the folks that had to make their flight! I made it in time, but as we were boarded and waiting, we had to come off and go to another plane........there was a mechanical issue, and I was just grateful it was discovered on the ground 😉 And grateful to walk to the other side of the airport to get some steps in after sitting.... But we made it, a long day but no worse for the wear, and my suitcase made it too, I was preparing for that not to be the case.......based on all the circumstances!

However the morning was so difficult....leaving my kids yesterday was really intense....the energetics explaining the why in a way that makes sense to me , but we were all super emotional when it was time for me to go and definitely needed to be braver than we felt. My kids and I are fiercely connected no doubt, and I make no apologies about that, it has been one of the greatest blessings in this story.....and it happened through the most divine ways. It was one of the hardest "see you soons" I have done with them, seeing the fear in their faces in letting me go, and feeling all of it myself, knowing it is the right thing for us all, and already feeling excited to share with them my travels when I get home, and share the west with them one day. But carrying the weight of what it means to be their mother and their primary parent so fully 🙏🏻So yesterday felt like brutal beauty.......challenges and a long day met with a visually stunning reward at the end.......I know so fully that these next days will be ones for the book.....and again I am just deeply grateful that the powers that be delivered this experience to me, an experience that I feel is so deeply aligned. Aligned with the hours I have spent healing in nature, aligned with who I am and who I am becoming, and being able to witness one of the most beautiful places, feels so fitting.......cannot wait for what my eyes are about to take in and my heart! And can't wait to talk to my kids later today too, and reassure them that everything is always working out for us because it is, amen ❤️ Enjoy the day!