Balance and building......

I am walking the line in all of this third job business;-) I want to continue to have the energy and time to build my coaching business.....it takes effort and commitment, and I know there are other means that I need to tackle.....and I am working through those things too as the pieces fall in line......and so when I finally land in my third job groove I would like it to be a steady time of the week.....and be consistent so it doesn't scatter my energy.....like plugging another thing into my routine that benefits me.......my business has been growing piece by piece, not as quickly as I had hoped, but it is growing each and every day, and I am getting my name out there further and further.....so I am trusting the speed and timing of it all as I do with so much......the thing is we make plans and then God does, and the universal energy shows up, and sometimes they don't line up.....and the only thing we can do on our end, I have come to learn, is SHOW UP.....show up in our lives and our stories.....follow our intuition, and make moves based on that and then LET GO:) and it feels so much better for me to live that way.....instead of holding on too tightly or fighting to make something work that just isn't meant to....or where the timing is off.....my deciding to pick up some extra work also will fill an adult social need.....a need to be out and about with grown ups and that will be another fun piece......and something that spoke to me.......but I need to work to keep it all in balance.....I am keenly aware of that.....I have a lot on my plate.....and I do not want to overrun myself......a lot of responsibilities.....and I do not want to miss time with my kids either.....so I am figuring that all out......I need to expand my social media presence for my business....branching into Instagram and Tik Tok....which I have been dragging my feet on lol:) I told you it is my least favorite part of this....having to constantly promote myself....I like to get in front of people, face to face, and make connections and go from there, and it is hard to do in our current way of living....and I am so proud of myself.....because while this is all growing more slowly than I had hoped....I still have no doubts about any of it.....no part of me that feels that this isn't for me.....I know so deeply that it is.....and have such deep faith in my coaching business, and the vision that I have for it, that I will continue to make the moves and be consistent in the growing of it....one day and one piece at a time.....not giving up on building my dream....the one born out of my pain.....the one that I was meant to fulfill......and will do whatever I need to to do that.....so the balance of my energy and time is important in all of that.....and I am working on that.....leveraging my time and energy wisely each and every moment, inching closer and closer to the life of my dreams:)