Live like nobody is watching......

I mention a lot how ALIVE I feel.....it is such an amazing thing to be conscious of now.....I mean I have been alive for 45 years, but this past year I feel a rebirth has taken place inside of my heart and soul, and I feel super ALIVE.......like all my senses are running at full tilt, and out loud, and it feels incredible.......last night was amazing! It was beyond amazing to hear live music again, really great music and talented musicians, and DANCE!!! I dance a lot in my house, I love to dance actually, and had forgotten that in my old life too.....unless I was at a wedding;-) but now I remember.......and gosh it feels so good......we really all need to be seizing our lives and "carpe dieming" them to the max......truly.......creating bucket lists and crushing them......putting ourselves in more situations that make us feel alive......moments that help us remember that there is no dress rehearsal......that we need to live like nobody is watching, and do what we want and what lights us up, and not worry about how it is viewed by anybody.....and I had forgotten.....amid the pandemic.......under the weight of the last few years, that there were all these things that I love.....like really love to do.....and as it all starts spinning back into my experience, I am feeling so happy and blessed! I know somebody that writes a bucket list.....and she checks it off each year......I love that......and there are so many cool things she includes on it.....and I feel like we should all be doing that......not just existing in the space we have been given.....but LIVING in it......and I soaked up all the life I could last night as I danced along with all that music, and I felt my heart leap with life and joy and just felt so so grateful.......grateful to have found my way into this spot in my life......one where I can feel such immense joy.....and peace.....and excitement about the journey.....and watching all the people last night all just doing the same......the entire vibe in this enormous room was of living and revelry.......of positivity and light......of enjoying the moment......really living in it.......and I think maybe that simple thing has helped me feel more alive too......the ability to slow enough to stand in my present moment and soak it in....whatever it may be.......and I think when we can do that it helps us be conscious of living.......absorbing the moments that come to find us.......and soaking in all they have come sharing.....even the hard stuff.....or the bad stuff......it is all here for us to remind us of why we came here.......and I believe it is to appreciate our lives fully and truly live.......and I plan on continuing to do just that!