It is CALLING to me.....

I had written about the fact that I REALLY wanted to head out west for my big birthday this year.....this summer with my kiddos.......but it is a big thing to pull off, and I am not totally certain it will work this year, and may be better suited for spring break next year.......but having said that I am still remaining open to the way appearing:) However I may get out west anyway this summer, or more than once! ;-)Having it come calling again......my friend, one I have had for as long as I can remember, is also turning 50 in July.....and she is hosting a retreat with some women at her home in Wyoming! And I may indeed be able to pull that off and it is for sure calling to me......not only the celebration of her.....she has been my cosmic soul sister in these last few years for sure;-) And our friendship has stood the test of time....and as I type that little cliche this morning, I REALLY get it......withstanding the test of time in a person's life is no easy feat, as I have watched the ebb and flow in my own life, and so many of the people I know and love.....people more often than not having an expiration date in our lives, even though we never imagined that when we were walking with them, and loving them at the time.....so yea THIS friend, has journeyed over 40 years with me, always in some capacity......always catching a visit when she came to see her folks in Matamoras......and she has forever wanted to get me to Wyoming.....and well the time hasn't been quite right.....logistics, etc.....but I do believe that this may be IT:):)......but maybe what strikes me more.....is intuitively my feeling that the west was in fact calling to me......and then it being thwarted, or redirected again and again, but then finding itself back in my lap lol:) Like here I am, knocking on your door again Jenn, ya gonna answer this time??? :) And I love that about divine nudges, and timing.....solidifying my belief that nothing that is meant for you will ever miss......so I am in the beginning stages of hatching the way to make that happen.....it would be a couple of days, and knowing her the way that I do, I am certain it will be a cup filling time, and an adventure for sure! And my kids would get to hang with Mimi and Pop and swim their little hearts out, so win win :) She too is a writer, and that will be a part of our time there.....and I am still struggling to let go fully of getting my kids out there.....so I am keeping myself totally open in all ways.....saving money........and trusting the flow of it all.......the kids and I have a few other great hiking spots on our bucket list too, day trips and overnights.....having the summer to make it happen! New places and new experiences.....and in this chapter I have for sure learned to filter out the noise, and really HEAR what it is that is calling to me.....no static on the line......just a clear connection from the message, to my heart and soul:) And this has been that way.....my knowing that I was meant to get there, somehow, some way......and well.......an adventure indeed!

I also wanted to update from yesterday......my ultra discipline era for the next 7 weeks;-) I killed my first day:) and it felt good......did all I set out to do.....and plan on doing the same today, and the next, and the next;-) It felt good to come in hard on what I have also been being called to do.....just turning it all up.......my fitness and health journey has been from a novice perspective since the beginning.....and as I expand and work in the doctor's office and learn more, and also do my research on the fitness side......I can expand my understanding of how it all works.....answering the calls I am being called to answer:) so the west is beckoning to me.....calling my name........and it looks like this time, I can answer its call! Enjoy the day and the sunshine xoxo