The price YOU pay........

I don't know why I was called to walk the path I am walking......feeling the jigsaw pieces coming together so beautifully with each step I take.......but also realizing that not everybody's life has been so full of challenge and heartbreak.......and recently I had written about a portion of my life, not the whole story, but that ten year span that held more than its fair share of deep transformative challenge, one stacked upon another......and I had a conversation here last night with one of the women......she has been living with being riddled with tumors in her body, cancerous ones.....stemming from a breast cancer she had first.......and she is defying the odds in amazing ways......she lives in Hawaii, initially choosing that place as a place to die, and live out the remainder of her life due to its beauty, however her health is improving now again, and she is wanting to move and begin to LIVE.....live amid the story that she is not finished yet at all, and she has done tons of treatments, but is also working hard to vibrate at a frequency that sustains life.......above her disease, and I truly believe you can.......you can have something but not have it manifest in your body, I have seen it time and time again, and inspiring doesn't even touch her story......it is wildly inspiring, and she is a lovely human......and I was so glad to share with her last night.....we had another lovely day yesterday and connecting further, the energy continuing to be lovely.......spending a slow morning getting ready to head out.....taking the side by side up to a place called Bog Lake.....another magnificent site.....a storm threatened while we were up there so we headed back and had the most lovely afternoon and evening listening to music, laughing with each other, hitting up my friend's CD collection;-) and crafting our stuff we brought to customize.......my birthday gal friend has become a creator of art as she has evolved with fabric and paint and all of it......so we all sat around and shared and laughed and connected.....ending with a delicious dinner together.....and the roles we have all played this week have been effortless....each of us stepping up to a task as it comes, sharing the weight of the logistics without words.....and each one of the women here has been inspiring to meet and learn more about.....and I guess I say all of that to say that I have paid high prices for the things that have found me, and the challenges I have endured, but the reward has been equally as high.....getting to live THIS life and have the experiences I have been having the last few years is hard to believe sometimes.....and it is in part because of the decision I made to increase my own energy and vibration.....and not let it all swallow me up, but let it help elevate my journey to step into more of my purpose.......my heart has been tender all week no doubt......lots of emotion and feels surfacing in this place, and also in terms of the immense gratitude I feel for every moment......and it all feels healing too......there is some talk of connecting too and working with my friend and her good friend I stayed with in a business sense, we are all coaches and could collaborate.....and I am excited to see where that goes too.....and I guess this morning I am just realizing with such certainty, as I say so often......that every single moment we are standing right where we belong......and well I love that for us;-) Happy Saturday:)